Consistency is the Defense of a Small Mind.

Its funny, I've been going to the gym consistently for a while now, and it's incredible the amount of confidence I'm gaining from it...even more than the muscle I'm gaining. I feel so much better about myself when I go. Anyway, hopefully with this diligence I won't stay fat for long haha.

Life.

It's been a while since I wrote in here. Um, my world kind of came crashing down around me when Lindsey left, but I've been finding solace in the gym. I've been going 3 times a week though.

Worrisome.

Bit of a delay til I can get the money together to find out what this lump on my groin is. Could be a hernia, could be swollen lymph nodes, a cyst, or even and abscess. Thank you WebMD for leaving me not only confused, but also worried since I clearly don't have the money to fix any of those problems.

So unless one of you is a doctor and I don't know it, I'm screwed. Fuck. And I was getting off to such a good start. Er, re-start.

Slacking.

I went for a jog/walk last night. Basically I jogged until my side hurt (which wasn't long). Using Google Pedometer, I found out that one lap around my block is just a little over a quarter mile. I made 4 laps and went the fuck home. Exercise done. More to come soon.

Just For Reference...

FUCK FLUTTER KICKS. My abs, my hips and my ass are all sore as hell. Minor soreness in my chest and shoulders from other exercises. Thomas, I know you can't read this, but diamond push ups suck too. They make me sore.

Get moto.

So, I'm pretty fucking pumped. Gonna sweat my ass off tonight. No more slacking. No more excuses. Like Thomas says, I just gotta get moto and get shit done. 245? NO WAY! 190? FUCK YES.

Bald-faced Liar.

So after making no real progress, I've decided to up the workout. Still doing the treadmill, but doing it every day now. I gotta gotta gotta lose some damn weight. I'm gonna add push ups everyday, and sit ups too. I'm going to lose 30lbs by July 4th, no matter what. I unfortunately had to shave off my goatee, but in doing so, I finally realized how truly fat I've gotten, it's amazing how much weight the goatee hides.
Horrifying, isnt it? On that note, I'm outta here.